• Mondays

    The thing about not being employed is that you are forced to create a routine for yourself outside of the pressures of needing to be somewhere.  I find it a real test of discipline. Will you follow-through on your to-dos?  

  • Positive Disintegration through feeling cringy on Tik Tok

    Since becoming unemployed, I’ve committed to creative growth by challenging myself to create daily. Whether it’s on here or Tik Tok.  I am sharing something every day. Not matter how uncomfortable or cringy I feel.  Today is hair wash day. Unfortunately, the hot water in our building decided to vanish,…

  • Showing up.

    Consistency. Consistency. even if you don’t feel like it. You show up.

  • What if?

    What if we are better people in different places? What if those places are far away from our family? What if we would be the better, most creative version of ourselves if we moved?

  • I envy contentment.

    I envy those who find contentment in their lives.  I envy the ones who do not have a constant, nagging feeling to do “more”.  I envy the ones who do not experience the cycles of existentialism.  I envy the ones whose life contentment is achieved through simple things like shopping…

  • Which shit sandwich are you willing to eat?

    What is worse?   The discomfort of having to create your own momentum to build a life crafted by what you define is fulfilling and successful. This means: daily actions that will bring you forward – whether it’s learning a new skill or pursuing a business idea – with no…

  • “I love Money”

    Today on a Marie Forleo podcast episode, Marie told the story of  the time during her book tour where she proudly told the audience “I love money”.  She mentioned how the audience went silent. Like crickets chirping type of silent. Most likely confused. Most likely unsure of how to respond.…

  • Maybe there is no greater reason?

    “Maybe it’s not meant to be and that is why it hasn’t happened yet!” a line I told my friend over video call tonight.  We were discussing  potential partners, potential families, potential futures.  Potentials, that are not yet realities. Potentials that get questioned like “is this for me?” or “what…